Forever 21

28 years ago... at this hour,I was born.
Alhamdulillah,my life is still fantastic (walaupun adakalanya sering meroyan)

I thank Allah for everything.
I am sorry I am not a good Muslim but I am hoping to be better.

Ya Allah, yang saya minta cuma kesejahteraan yg dilimpahkan kepadaku,kesihatan yg baik, kekayaan yg tidak ditakbur,kasih sayang yg tidak berkurangan,sebuah rumah idaman,diijabkabulkan,makan yg cukup,berat badan yg ideal,pekerjaan yg memberikan kebahagiaan,boss yg baik,percutian yg tenang,perasaan yg gembira dan etc etc.

Hikhikhik.

P.S I am old and unmarried. Saya nak pegi lari menangis di tepi katil.

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Miss Complicated.

2012 started not so good and now already second month of the year, things starting to fall and break into tiny little pieces.

I am exhausted and tired.

Plans are ruined.
Betrayal.
Been accused of something I didn't do.
Found out another flaw and it leads to another broken heart.

But one thing for sure..
I have my mum giving me support.
And at times like this, I wish I have done something better in life and make her proud.

I failed.
I seriously failed, miserably.

And I won't give up.


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Moneymoneymoneyyyy!

Cuba ngecheck Nuffnang account hari tu.

Earning, not bad.

Rezeki kauuuu!

Sape nak bagi walaupun cuma RM 40?

Hahahaha.

Thank you sape yang klik klik.

Bertahun I wujudkan 'Wedding Fund' sidebar tu...

Of course sebab nak kawen hiks.

Kawen mahal kau tau skang ni!

Akak dahlah penternak lemak-lemak berjaya.

Kalau boleh ku jual lemak dan usahakan ia secara besaran, dah tentu I ni usahanita berjaya!

*manicure*

By the way, kali ni terlebih rajin (dan TIADA KERJA) maka ku buat kerja lebih sikit.

BLOGGING!

Nah, keywords kat Nuffnang pada 7 Februari 2012, jam 2.30pm.

Keywords kecik cenonit ni tulis:

katil besi queen

the bebel corner

chirpybaby

basuh rambut

cikgu sekolah

So sweet!

Sape yang type 'the bebel corner' and 'chirpybaby' tu?

I am no longer using the 'The B.E.B.E.L.S Corner' as you can see.

Things change so does people.

Kan?

So I decided to change it to something yang simple dan simple dan simple.

'One Moment Please !' it is !

Keywords lain tu macam 'basuh rambut' dan 'cikgu sekolah' tu macam tergantung pulak.

Can you please like type penuh-penuh apa yang uols nak carik?

Sebab I bukan shampoo girl mahupun cikgu sekolah!

I sentap!

Dan keyword 'katil besi queen' tu I know I know!

Ni katil besi queen saya.

Previously I said nak jual some of my stuff kan?

I have not list down barang apa yang nak dijual/let go.

Not now kot.

My katil besi tu memang dah lama mengidam hikhikhik.

Saya kan taste ala-ala kelam-kabut sikit.

Nak macam princess-y.

Nak macam ala-ala English style.

Duit pulak selalu ala-ala Meden je!

Sedih.

Selera nak taraf Pabillion jah!

Bought it around RM 500plus.

Kira kalau nak beli bawak RM 700, including transportation to your doorstep.

Installation boleh buat sendiri.

Senang je!

My bedsheet tu kalau nak tau from Meden.

The bedsheet plus two sarung bantal and sarung bantal guling, price dia cuma RM 10.

1 4 3.

1 4 3.

It is some fapping code for I LOVE YOU.

Whoever creates that, nah!

You're a genius.

Not.

It means I HATE YOU, too.

But yeah, most of the time memang I LOVE YOU.

Girl : 1 4 3

Boy : 1 4 3 2

Girl : 1 4 3 2 4

What the fap is that?!

People are so genius nowadays!

Use numbers just to express their love!

*beep beep beep*

Maths hater detected!

Why 1 4 3?

Why not I LOVE YOU THANK YOU VERY MUCH ?

What if the receiver of the message could not crack that fapping code and thought the sender is saying I FAPP YOU?

Or I KICK YOU?

Or I MISS YOU.

I miss you.

1 4 3.

Dear The Old Me,

1 4 3 --- I MISS YOU.

Sincerely,

The new me.

Panik!

Panik.

Resah.

Berdebar.

Sumpah, rasa macam boleh ke buat ni?

Boleh keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

Keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tak boleh?

Yes, I am having a panic attack.

Harap tak mengganggu kedamaian alam semesta.

Dan tidak mengakibatkan permasalahan terhadap orang lain.

Saya rasa nak bercerita tapi some things tak boleh share publicly.

Though Mom said "CERITA JE DEKAT BLOG!"

Is my Mak knows I blog about my life (dan sering meroyan?)

*SFX drama seram*

Whatevs.

I hope Allah pemudahkan jalan sebab saya redha dengan apa yang telah terjadi.

InsyaAllah!

rendang tiada berbuah.

Cooked rendang ayam tua/pencen twice start pukul 3am. Yes, 3 pagi dan tamat merendang tepat jam 7am. Ye, 7 pagi.

Ye,dua kali masak sbb kuali ada sebijik.
Nan sebijik itu pula halus bebenor!
Terpaksalah tahan mata ngantuk huarghhhhh.

Tak yah tunggu raya baru nak merendang :)
And this is my second trial,using some paste bukan from scratch which I hate to prepare sbb kena blend macham-macham.

Apo bondo nak blend malam-malam buto yo?
Momokak jo!

Pakai paste bukan instant taruk air,tunggu empuk.
Tidak ye.
Ni siap bertumis bagai,jaga api,daun-daun yang berkenaan haruslah dimasukkan ketika separuh masa etc.

Nak jgk kredit atas usaha hahaha.

I salute all mommies (and daddies,kalau ada) yang gigih merendang demi tembolok manusia-manusia.
Tu belum kena layan anak,layan laki.
Layan facebook lagi.
And they made it from scratch lagik!!

Now I need to sleep.
Hopefully mi famillia and his will enjoy my rendang.
If not,kakak mmg sentap!!!!

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I am speechless.

Salam to all.

Nak kata salam to the pembaca blog cokia I ni mmg takdelah.

Kalau ada, thanks so much for wasting your time.

I appreciate your effort susah payah membaca my craps.

HAHAHAHA.

How's your 2012 so far?
So far ramai yang doing great.

Ada yang nak kawen (EHEM!!!), ada yang pregnant, ada yang dah dapat baby, ada yang beli kereta, ada yang dapat rumah....

Dan ada yang just simply happy for the new year.

My new year started OK lah until mid January.

I was shocked.

Something happened and I was not happy.

If you follow my Twitter, mesti bernanah dok baca I meroyan pasal tu.

Pasrah dan berserah

Now I have to start all over again but then I believe in Qada' and Qadar.

And I believe in "What Goes Around Comes Around" so yeah.

I do hope February will be good to me until I heard another shocking news.

He is my ex-colleague.

We used to work in Ladang R together.

I remember the first time we met, he came to Ladang R to interview.

I smiled at him and he smiled back.

Then, he was accepted to be part of Ladang R.

We went out for lunch together, went to the bank to cashed our paycheques together.

We gossiped about someone we both 'geram' sangat sangat.

Until he quits.

And I followed him, months after that.

We are still keeping in touch, be it through BBM, Twitter or Facebook.

Then last week, he BBMed me ajak lepak at Solaris Dutamas

I was talking to my boyfriend at that time, so my boyfriend wanted to join since dia tak lunch lagi.

We met at Chawan, it was a great catching up session.

I was surprised that he was all skin-and-bones.

Unlike me, all fats lah kan!

So masa balik, me and my boyfriend chatted in the car and I said kurus sangat dia!

He told me he was having some stomach problem.

And he has to stop consume caffeine, like his fave Nescafe.

I did not know it is not the stomach problem.

It is something big and serious.

I saw him tweeted about it last night.

I never thought it was so bad.

Until he said it is in the early stage.

My heart was like dupdapdupdap and I was freaking risau, man!

I thought of haunting him with explanation..and one of my tweets to him was :

babe,I respect ur decision if u want to keep it to urself.I wish I can help...do take care..and I'm here if u need me ok?

And he replied:

I have liver cancer..

And I am more more more sad because he came all the way from Ampang, thought of sharing this with me but he did not.

I guess sebab my boyfriend pun ada masa tu.

Maybe dia tak selesa to talk about it and he changed his mind and pretend it was all sakit perut which I percaya!

I blame myself for being insensitive!

I woke up this morning and thought I was having a bad dream but when I checked my Twitter, yes, it is so so true.

It brought tears to my eyes.

I want all my friends to be fine, in good health.

Yes, I feel kesian kat dia!

But he is so strong and positive.

He did not whine.

He was all redha and positive.

And strong.

I am so proud of him because he is so strong and I know he will be fine!

Insya-Allah!

Babe,

If you happen to read this, I do not write this because I have nothing to write but I want you to know that Nothing is Impossible, kata Adidas.

And Just Do It, kata Nike.

InsyaAllah, dengan izin Allah SWT, you will be fine!

Tiada sakit yang tiada ubat.

I do hope for a better tomorrow, and Akhirat.

Amin.